Postgrad life
8 years ago
Mr.
Peace be upon u... Alhmdulillah... Syukur. Today is the examination day. Selanjar 3. Short essay question. Alhmdulillah... I had done my best in this paper. Tawakal. Now, im just try to focus on my next paper instead of trying to think about my own mistake in previous paper. Yesterday was a very stressfull day. Nak catch up everything n make sure everything had been covered for seq. bcause, i can tell that, seq question obeys, "all or none law". When u dont have any idea what the question asked for, it will be difficult. N syukur, dlm stress2 nak hadapi exam smlm, that Mr come n give me a pep talk. :) thnx Mr. I know u've been bz now. But thnx for the thought. :) really... :') n thnxx for offering me nak blnja makan walaupun agak mustahil. Haha. Sya doakan Mr dlimpahi kasih syg dan Rahmat drpd Allah swt n dpertemukan dgn org yg sebaik Mr. Amin...
Labuan
Peace be upon u...
Alhmdulillah... CNY holiday I was given another blissfull week with my family. I had a very very 'happy holiday' here. I would like to thank god for that. :) For giving me another chance to breath and be with my whole family.
Labuan, :) yep, my hometown. I remember during my highschool days, I always wanted to pursue study at the oversea, n work outside from Labuan. I always complaint, " Labuan not fun at all. Boring sepanjang hidup ddk Labuan. Labuan panas laaa... Kecik la Labuan. Hurm... x berkembang duduk labuan. and etc"
But day by day, i begin to realise how much I love my own hometown. It has it own stories lies behind. The history, the memories that had been carved here, friends and family... The scenery of the beach where we used to lepak with all my friends. The place where u can seek for serenity. Above all, the place where I grow up...
Now I am studying at kelantan, and its environment make me remember my hometown. It was less likely the same. :') Balik cuti nie gerenti homesick habis-habisan. Dengan rumahnya.. suasana kampungnya. hampir sama. kecuali AIRNYA.
Today was an awsome day for me. My whole Family decided to 'mengerakas'. which means that finding the clam to eat. :) And my father try hard to catch the crab. Air sedang surut masa ni. so, sgt sesuai pg tangkap ketam. Syukur... I was very very very thankfull to Allah for giving us this beautiful moment together.
Back to the topic, Yep, I grow up in an island, this is my hometown. "I am an Island girl!!". *ignore part merepek k. I love my hometown. Today, my thought are different , i dont wanna be far again. Sabah... next destination...
Oversea? tunggulah dah kawen... hehe
Alhmdulillah... CNY holiday I was given another blissfull week with my family. I had a very very 'happy holiday' here. I would like to thank god for that. :) For giving me another chance to breath and be with my whole family.
Labuan, :) yep, my hometown. I remember during my highschool days, I always wanted to pursue study at the oversea, n work outside from Labuan. I always complaint, " Labuan not fun at all. Boring sepanjang hidup ddk Labuan. Labuan panas laaa... Kecik la Labuan. Hurm... x berkembang duduk labuan. and etc"
But day by day, i begin to realise how much I love my own hometown. It has it own stories lies behind. The history, the memories that had been carved here, friends and family... The scenery of the beach where we used to lepak with all my friends. The place where u can seek for serenity. Above all, the place where I grow up...
Now I am studying at kelantan, and its environment make me remember my hometown. It was less likely the same. :') Balik cuti nie gerenti homesick habis-habisan. Dengan rumahnya.. suasana kampungnya. hampir sama. kecuali AIRNYA.
Today was an awsome day for me. My whole Family decided to 'mengerakas'. which means that finding the clam to eat. :) And my father try hard to catch the crab. Air sedang surut masa ni. so, sgt sesuai pg tangkap ketam. Syukur... I was very very very thankfull to Allah for giving us this beautiful moment together.
Back to the topic, Yep, I grow up in an island, this is my hometown. "I am an Island girl!!". *ignore part merepek k. I love my hometown. Today, my thought are different , i dont wanna be far again. Sabah... next destination...
Oversea? tunggulah dah kawen... hehe
selipar pula yg kami dapat -_____-''
Tuhur aing.
MasyaAllah.. mmg indah matahari terbit.
Actually, ni selipar kami.
van
A gentle breeze cools this sunny day as I sit by the river. My heart aches for my yesterdays, I am visiting my hometown.
My old friends stop by, but not long enough for my satisfaction. I am filled with love for this place, and for the people who live here.
My roots, my childhood, and most of life's hard lessons I learned beside this river. It is my comfort, and makes me feel complete.
They say you can never go home again, I say home is the only place on earth where you can go to feel real love, and true friendship.
Let me return again, and again, and let my family be always there to love me, my friends be there to welcome me, and a small part of heaven be waiting to bless me.
My old friends stop by, but not long enough for my satisfaction. I am filled with love for this place, and for the people who live here.
My roots, my childhood, and most of life's hard lessons I learned beside this river. It is my comfort, and makes me feel complete.
They say you can never go home again, I say home is the only place on earth where you can go to feel real love, and true friendship.
Let me return again, and again, and let my family be always there to love me, my friends be there to welcome me, and a small part of heaven be waiting to bless me.
-Lynn Barany
ps : Demam byk makan durian balik ni. apa2 pon, thnxx bah. :) syg babah.
Dimana kita sekarang?
Peace be upon dear sisters and brothers,
Izinkan sye berbahasa Melayu dalam post yg kali ini. :)
Apa kbr semua? sihat? yep, dah cukup lama aku mengasingkan diri drp blog ku ni. dah nmpak usang dan x terurus smpai musik pun dah corrupt. nampak sgt x terjaga kan? well, persinggahan kali ni bukan nak complain psl blog dah usang ka, dah berhabuk ka, sibuk sana sini ka. dah... post kali ni berkaitan dengan SEJARAH.
Alhmdulillah tadi pergi mghadiri majlis ilmu kat surau, dptlah ilmu yg bermanfaat selain drpd ilmu duniawi yg slama ini kita kejar selama kuliah berlangsung. balik2 anatomy, balik2 physiology, syukurlah dpt dtg majlis ilmu smggu sekali utk ilmu akhirat. yep, bila lg kan? Ulama ada mengatakan " Sesiapa yang tidak menghadiri majlis ilmu selama 40 hari (sesetengah pendapat mengatakan 7 hari) maka hatinya akan mati ".
Jom duduk renung kembali sejarah kita dulu dan bandingkan dengan kehidupan kita sekarang. Cuba kembali ke zaman Rasulullah... zaman Khulafa ar-Rasyidin... Indahnya zaman itu. rindukan? zaman kegemilangan islam / zaman keemasan di zaman kerajaan Abassiyah. Zaman yang kaya dengan penerokaan ilmu, lahirnya para2 cendekiawan islam yang agung pada zaman itu. Sehinggakan pada zaman itu, umat islam tidak perlu membayar zakat sbb semua org senang dan kaya. betapa hebatnya islam di zaman itu. Tapi disebabkan kelalaian umat islam itu sndiri atas nikmat yang Allah dah bagi, kita jatuh, jatuh tersungkur diserang oleh org2 kaifr yang iri hati dengan kegemilangan islam pada zaman itu. Mereka tidak pernah putus asa ingin menjatuhkan islam. Ilmu2 yang diterokai dan ditemui oleh org islam itu sendiri akhirnya dilabelkan oleh org kafir atas nama mereka, kononya mereka yang menemukan ilmu2 tersebut. Walhal, umat islam lah yg banyak menyumbang kpd penemuan ilmu yg wujud sehingga skrg.
Kalo kita perhatikan sehingga sekarang, mereka berusaha memecah belahkan umat islam. Lihat dan perhatikan dunia kita pada hari ini, dunia dipisah-pisahkan menjadi negara dan negara dipisahkan lagi menjadi negeri. Jelas disni, umat islam yang seharusnya bersatu telah dipisahkan dan dipupuk semangat nasionalisme dalam diri seseorg individu. Sedarkah kita? Pernah tak kita terfikir dan terlintas kat hati kita bila melihat saudara seislam kita di negara2 yang menghadapi kesulitan cthnya negara Palestin, terlintas tak di hati kita untuk bangkit dan berjuang bersama-sama mereka ataupun mendoakan keselamatan mereka kat sana?
atau sekadar mengucapkan syukur sebab Malaysia tak ditimpa nasib yg sedemikian rupa? Ubahlah persepsi kita, sbb bila kita imbau balik zaman khulafa ar-Rasyidin, islam dianuti oleh pelbagai kaum meliputi seantero dunia. Kita berpegang pada akidah yang sama. Jgn sbb kaum yang berbeza, kita terpisah. Smpai bila? bila umat islam akan bersatu? Kebangkitan zaman kegemilangan islam mengambil masa beratus tahun. Bila kita nak mula? Sekaranglah masanya...
Disebabkan kelalaikan kita pada hal keduniaan, kadang2 hal2 sekecil ini kita langsung tak perasan. padahal, hal2 kecil ini lah yg sbnrnya merosakkan dunia kita skrg. Adakah zaman kita sama seperti zaman jahiliah? mahukah kita menjadi sejarah, atau kita yg mencipta sejarah? Ayuhlah para mujahid dan mujahidah, kembalikan zaman kegemilangan islam. Kita pasti rindu zaman kegemilangan kita bukan? smpai bila kita sggup melihat islam ditindas dan dipijak?
Mesti kita terfikir kan? bagaimana nak buat semua nie? Nak start sorg2? mcmana? Ingtlah bahawa, Islam bermula drpd seorg iaitu Rasulullah... kemudian keluarga baginda dan akhirnya seluruh dunia. tidak mustahil bagi kita bukan? Maybe boleh mula dengan ajakan rakan2 kita ke majlis2 ilmu. itu pun sudah memadai. benda yg sikit boleh jadi byk dan bnda yg byk kdg boleh jadi sikit. mksudnya, Walaupun bnda yg kita lakukan itu tidak nmpak besar mana bagi kita, tap siapa tahu sedikit sebanyak dapat mneyatukan balik kita dengan rakan2 seislam yg lain - ukhuwah islamiah. InsyaAllah seterusnya boleh terjalinnya ukhuwah imaniah antara kita. InsyaAllah... Amin. Semoga kita akn dpt semula zaman kegemilangan kita spt di zaman kerajaan Abbasiyah dulu...
So, di sni harap post ni, sedikit sbyk dpt membuka kotak fikiran kita dan ayuh mulakan dakwah islamiah kita pada hari ni... :)
Izinkan sye berbahasa Melayu dalam post yg kali ini. :)
Apa kbr semua? sihat? yep, dah cukup lama aku mengasingkan diri drp blog ku ni. dah nmpak usang dan x terurus smpai musik pun dah corrupt. nampak sgt x terjaga kan? well, persinggahan kali ni bukan nak complain psl blog dah usang ka, dah berhabuk ka, sibuk sana sini ka. dah... post kali ni berkaitan dengan SEJARAH.
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Kalo kita perhatikan sehingga sekarang, mereka berusaha memecah belahkan umat islam. Lihat dan perhatikan dunia kita pada hari ini, dunia dipisah-pisahkan menjadi negara dan negara dipisahkan lagi menjadi negeri. Jelas disni, umat islam yang seharusnya bersatu telah dipisahkan dan dipupuk semangat nasionalisme dalam diri seseorg individu. Sedarkah kita? Pernah tak kita terfikir dan terlintas kat hati kita bila melihat saudara seislam kita di negara2 yang menghadapi kesulitan cthnya negara Palestin, terlintas tak di hati kita untuk bangkit dan berjuang bersama-sama mereka ataupun mendoakan keselamatan mereka kat sana?
Disebabkan kelalaikan kita pada hal keduniaan, kadang2 hal2 sekecil ini kita langsung tak perasan. padahal, hal2 kecil ini lah yg sbnrnya merosakkan dunia kita skrg. Adakah zaman kita sama seperti zaman jahiliah? mahukah kita menjadi sejarah, atau kita yg mencipta sejarah? Ayuhlah para mujahid dan mujahidah, kembalikan zaman kegemilangan islam. Kita pasti rindu zaman kegemilangan kita bukan? smpai bila kita sggup melihat islam ditindas dan dipijak?
Mesti kita terfikir kan? bagaimana nak buat semua nie? Nak start sorg2? mcmana? Ingtlah bahawa, Islam bermula drpd seorg iaitu Rasulullah... kemudian keluarga baginda dan akhirnya seluruh dunia. tidak mustahil bagi kita bukan? Maybe boleh mula dengan ajakan rakan2 kita ke majlis2 ilmu. itu pun sudah memadai. benda yg sikit boleh jadi byk dan bnda yg byk kdg boleh jadi sikit. mksudnya, Walaupun bnda yg kita lakukan itu tidak nmpak besar mana bagi kita, tap siapa tahu sedikit sebanyak dapat mneyatukan balik kita dengan rakan2 seislam yg lain - ukhuwah islamiah. InsyaAllah seterusnya boleh terjalinnya ukhuwah imaniah antara kita. InsyaAllah... Amin. Semoga kita akn dpt semula zaman kegemilangan kita spt di zaman kerajaan Abbasiyah dulu...
Old memories.
Peace be upon u. :)
I was about to start studying after chatting on facebook with my cousin just now. I planned to study after the conversation. but then, I decided to update my blog instead of updating my memory on anatomy. hahaha... well, maybe it's because of the holiday mood. I'm sure most of us feel the same way when we're in the holiday mood rite? well, don't spoil that feeling too much. Better be control, or else at the end you'll find yourself wasting your time without doing anything useful during the holiday. Okay, reminder for me too. haha
Well, talking about holiday. I feel glad that I'm home. Alhamdulillah... At last, the moment that I had waited for 2 months had arrived... Praised be to Allah for STILL giving me an opportunity to hug my mom, dad n able to be with my siblings once again. :) Grateful. That describe everything.
Well... I'm 19th. there's so much thing that i have to see, learn and swallow through this life. so many things... yep. Though I've been through so many journey, starting from Labuan, then, Puncak Alam and shah Alam selangor then Kota bharu kelantan, however, i am still a person that lack of knowledge life. People says that travels makes you gain more experiences. :) Yep, and can nurture your personality and attitude onto becoming more matured person. I'd learn many things but it's still didn't enough. and it will be never enough for us as Allah's knowledge is vast. I'd encounter people from many walk of life. Starting from A to... an undefined end. I'd experience n met many types of people and it was a more on a odyssey that you never know where its gonna end and how it will end. Wallahualam...
So far... I'd learnt so many things from people from different country, culture and even religion. I found different country had their own unique culture and practices. Best of all I found FRIENDS. :) Friend that had be my teacher when I am lost about something, Friend that had been my family when I'm homesick, Friend that used to be my sibling when we're arguing about anything, and friends that are able to accept Fatin Affina
the way she is.
SK Bukit Kalam. Can't recall the years. Around age 9 maybe.
UiTM Puncak alam. 2010/2011
Graduation day for f5 student
Pre-medicine programme , UiTM Shah Alam. Jun-July 2011
Pre-med prog : Group 1
:) Pre-med + High school
Foundation in sc : UiTM Puncak Alam, Selangor. Batch 2010/2011
Universiti Sains malaysia, Kampus Kesihatan. KB, Kelantan.
Batch 2011/2012. MD
:)
There are so many names that I just could'nt even mention here that are so meaningful in my diary of life. Some are good, some are bad and some are special ;) However, above all, it makes my story life interesting and it turned out to be a good memories to be treasured.
Thank You for this wonderful journey. I hope you had enjoy it too. & bear in mind that, Everything happens for a reason. :) Allahu Sami-'un 'Alim.
p/s till we meet again. :) sori to those who are not in the pic. nak masukkan semua pic tap x muat. dont worry, take note that, your picture are always be in my heart. Jgn majuk suda. hehe. no offense k.
I was about to start studying after chatting on facebook with my cousin just now. I planned to study after the conversation. but then, I decided to update my blog instead of updating my memory on anatomy. hahaha... well, maybe it's because of the holiday mood. I'm sure most of us feel the same way when we're in the holiday mood rite? well, don't spoil that feeling too much. Better be control, or else at the end you'll find yourself wasting your time without doing anything useful during the holiday. Okay, reminder for me too. haha
Well, talking about holiday. I feel glad that I'm home. Alhamdulillah... At last, the moment that I had waited for 2 months had arrived... Praised be to Allah for STILL giving me an opportunity to hug my mom, dad n able to be with my siblings once again. :) Grateful. That describe everything.
Well... I'm 19th. there's so much thing that i have to see, learn and swallow through this life. so many things... yep. Though I've been through so many journey, starting from Labuan, then, Puncak Alam and shah Alam selangor then Kota bharu kelantan, however, i am still a person that lack of knowledge life. People says that travels makes you gain more experiences. :) Yep, and can nurture your personality and attitude onto becoming more matured person. I'd learn many things but it's still didn't enough. and it will be never enough for us as Allah's knowledge is vast. I'd encounter people from many walk of life. Starting from A to... an undefined end. I'd experience n met many types of people and it was a more on a odyssey that you never know where its gonna end and how it will end. Wallahualam...
So far... I'd learnt so many things from people from different country, culture and even religion. I found different country had their own unique culture and practices. Best of all I found FRIENDS. :) Friend that had be my teacher when I am lost about something, Friend that had been my family when I'm homesick, Friend that used to be my sibling when we're arguing about anything, and friends that are able to accept Fatin Affina
the way she is.
Hang out. :)
working. :)
Universiti Sains malaysia, Kampus Kesihatan. KB, Kelantan.
Batch 2011/2012. MD
There are so many names that I just could'nt even mention here that are so meaningful in my diary of life. Some are good, some are bad and some are special ;) However, above all, it makes my story life interesting and it turned out to be a good memories to be treasured.
Thank You for this wonderful journey. I hope you had enjoy it too. & bear in mind that, Everything happens for a reason. :) Allahu Sami-'un 'Alim.
p/s till we meet again. :) sori to those who are not in the pic. nak masukkan semua pic tap x muat. dont worry, take note that, your picture are always be in my heart. Jgn majuk suda. hehe. no offense k.
