Friends

Dear friend, 

I can't promise you

That I will never leave

That we will never grow apart

I can't promise you

That we won't fight

Or say things that hurt

I can't promise to

Always be there to wipe away the tears

Or hold you when you're scared

But I can promise you

That if I leave I will always come back

That no matter the distance I'll always be right there with you, in your heart

I can promise

That if we fight I will make it up

I will never let words tear us apart

I can promise you

That when you're sad and scared 

I'll always be just a phone call away

To talk you through those stormy days

Time will take its toll

And distance may tear us apart

But one thing will never change

The love I have for you in my heart

Let me introduce to you all the awesome people that ever comes to make my life become more meaningful ;)

Nurdiana mat palas, lemah lembut mcm kapas. tap hati batu mcm karang d laut tu. hehe(the strongest person that ive ever known) 

Fa'izah Abd Samad. Gila mcm aku, kuat mamam, genius maths, future accountant ;)

:))) Nadirah suni, muka cina, tap sbnrnya melayu. Keras kepala tap understanding :) gila2, peminat tegar SNSD, ajk multimedia bilik 113. hahahahahaha

Kak maz, umur nmpak mcm bdk 15, penasihat yg baik bila nak shopping, kecik mcm aku, baik :)

Wan Nor Hayati Ansop, nmpak keras diluar, tap hati sentimental gila. layan lagu2 jiwang, penyayang :) x prnah fail introduce mknn sedap kat aku, suka blur. haha 

Harina Horsi, Undescribable, antara org paling gila yg aku penah jmpa :D org yg x prnah bosan teman aku lunch lepas PBL, slalu risau psl kegemukan tap gemuk2 pun still lawa ;), sentimental jgk, always make me laugh, Friendly dgn smua org, very ambitious person :)

Arif Adam, slalu kena gossip dgn mamat ni sbb sna sini slalu sama2, sbb sama PBL n SGD. haha. x kesah pun dgn gossip org. Suka pnjam nota aku pastu tggalkan 'souvenir'. Mulut agak laser tap laser bertempat. mmpunyai hati yg lembut n gila2 jgk. gojes! HAHAHAHA

Danielle Clare, highschool bestie. prnah gaduh yg teruk. tap gaduh2 pun dia x prnah lupa aku walaupun aku slalu lupa dia. Never give up on our friendship. walaupun skrg blaja kat Russia pun still ingt aku. One of my special chinese friend that i always treasure in my heart. 

Sandra Bari, Kawan dari skolah menengah jgk, :) baik n innocent sgt. senang dibuli. tap mmg jujur n setia dlm persahabatan. <3 p="p">

Nurul ADlina Syakira Bustamih, Comel gila mcm teddy bear, slalu ada scandal cinta, hehehehe. baik, gila2, kembar aku masa skolah menengah. 

Nuur Amalina Mat fisal, mmpunyai pemikiran yg matang, suka sgt borak psl politik dgn dia, suka bw aku p mkn tmpat sedap2, sgt competitive, pandai gila maths, never leave me whenever i need her. cuma aku jak yg slalu lupa yg dia slalu ada. :(((( syg awk!!

Mardhiyah: seorg muslimah yg cntik bergaya, baik sgt2, tenang, slalu ajk aku pg islamic talk :) lemah lembut

Fatimah Zahrah: Loveable person, mmpunyai semangt yg kuat utk study, ambitious, sentimental, suka kpop esp suju, slalu teman aku study masa asasi, org kelantan yg sporting :) syg awk

Fakhriah sani, :) kelakar, dari asasi smpai skrg still study d tmpat yg sama, ambitious, kuat semangat, :) bijak, gila2 n comel 

Raihan Nadira redzuan, cantik ;) muka flawless, tinggi mcm model, bijak sgt, sporting, lemah lembut mcm kain satin, peneman setia sy bila Natrah zainal(roomate) pergi mesir. kuat makan. sbb tu mok! hehe ;p

Afiqah Norsham, understanding, pndai bg nasihat kat aku, matured, kuat tido, have a very good parents. :)

slalu x berkira dgn aku. kemas.

Athira Mazli, sgt rajin, x sombong, friendly gilaaaaa, gila2, hehe. byk ckp, suka buat joke utk aku ketawa. Gosh! i miss my roomate in PALAM like seriously!

At last... Natrah Zainal, irreplaceable roomate. hehehehe. byk ajr aku tntang life, sgt sporting, 1st person yg ajr aku pkai shawl dgn kemas, perfectionist, kuat tido =,=''', kuat mkn, sgt fashionable n up to date, pandai gila. :) skrg kat Mesir.

Sbnrnya, byk lg org yg special muncul dlm hidup aku. smua irreplaceable,

cuma x dpt nak letak smua kat sni. whoever yg nak aku describe psl dorg,just drop a comment below ;)

Sincerely,

Affina fatin

100th Post

Peace be upon u dear Readers,

Alhmdulillah, without realising, I had already achieve 100 post. :) 

Btw, for this upcoming AidilAdha, Im wishing u all, Selamat Hari Raya Qurban :)

unfortunately, Im not going back for this Raya. Tsk tsk.

Im celebrating Raya Qurban this year with my Sarawakian n sabahan friends here.

New experience, and must get used of the feeling not going back home.

Boleh jimat duit skit.

Harap tak nangis di pagi Raya. TT.TT

How the time passed by

Peace be upon u readers.
Praised belong to Allah for given me an opportunity to write again. :)

In the name of Allah the most gracious and merciful.

Scratching back on my old post. Reading all the comments. How time had passed through... I realised there was difference between my current post and my previous post. I mean, my ver very previous post.

Back on 2010 all I was talking about is my future. There was all this kind of worries revolves around me about getting chances to be in medical field. Wondering where will i head after SPM.

Alhmdulillah,,, looking at myself now, standing here, being at USM, entitled as full time medical student, tied with responsibility towards my parents n the nation, make me cant asked for more. There was so many things that i had planned back then was change. We planned, but Allah had a better plan for us.

And i remembered back then, there was a friend of mine, this friend that i used to adore n looked up upon him. He was a great guy. Indeed... But then, everything change because of this one person. He change. Yep, people do change aite. All i can do was pray for his well-being so that he can be that great person that I know before. May Allah endowed him with blessings n show him the way.

Time passed by, people change. So do i. I guess I had change a lot. Seeing those old post back there make me realised that my writing was even more matured now. Nature, im growing old, death become closer. Am i prepared? It can be anytime and place. When Allah said 'kun fayakun' it happens.

Despite of trying hard to be a good muslimah doctor, I should work hard to be a mukminat.

Phase 2 is REAL

Peace be upon u brother and sisters. :)

Odd. Today i decided to scribble something useful on my blog since i had totally being immersed in my pre-clinical years. 

Yep, Alhmdulillah for this wonderful journey. Praise belong to Allah for all His blessings n gifts. 

Congratulations for my colleages that had successfully gone through the hectic life during phase 1. 

For those that didnt manage to passed through, dont give up. :) He knows more than us the reason lies behind. Keep on the pace. Sometimes, no matter how hard the path u r going through, when it had already written there u are destined to be a doctor, then u will be. The journey didnt end there. :) we'll always there to help. aite?

Well, Alhmdulillah. Alhmdulillah. Alhmdulillah. 2nd year was really interesting. we were exposed more on clinical teaching n practices. Being around the patient makes my dream even real. It is REAL Fatin Affina!! On 7 Oct 2012, I had clerk my 1st patient n manage to present my case to the respective doctor. My patient was presented with COPD. It was an interesting case indeed. I learnt a lot from my patient. Alhmdulillah... My presentation run smoothly as planned. Yeah, It was tiring indeed. but, I enjoyed being around the ward. Seeing all the patients makes me even more thrilled with the REAL challenge ahead me. :) "Ya Allah, make me stronger day by day, be with me, show me the way. dont ever leave me even with a blink of an eye. I need You." 

Yes, although I achieved a good result for the previous Final examination. that doesnt seems to be counted on phase 2. Yeah, it was really good to be selected as one. But, being me,isn't easy. Sometimes, I was hoping that I am just ordinary student. People keep pushing n reminding me of last semester. Indeed, It was wonderful memory n I was very grateful. But, it was not easy for me for this upcoming semester because of people's high expectation. Sometimes, I just cant bear with it. I keep pushing myself until one time I forget that, He was there for me to tell everything. "everything happens for a reason". 

O' Allah... make my heart full of ur rememberence. so, that I am not being brag and arrogant with what u had given me. I am just your servant. Thank you for endowed me with all of these. Make my iman stronger so that I can overcome this test successfully. Ameen~

Dear readers, don't push yourself to ease everyone. Enjoy your life. Depends ONLY upon Him okay. :) Assalam