Alone

Salam and peace be upon u.

Wow, its been a very long time i didnt leave any snippets on my blog. :( There's no any other reason to tell. Its always gonna be the same reason which is "busy". Life as a med student really2 make me feels like 24 hours doesnt seems enough. Time always freaking me out. arghh...

Its already been 2 months im studying here in usm. it feels like only like 2 weeks ive been here. seriously... Feels like a day is equal to 12 hours. Indicates how time envy us here.  Currently, we had 3 days off here for Deepavali, plus 2 days on the weekend make it 5 days off. It seems cool to have 5 days off right? If u're in my situation? How would u spend ur holiday?

Honestly, it doent feel so enjoyable as most of my friends went back this holiday. I feel lonely here. Yep, LONELY. Besides, there's so many things to catch up during these holiday. Actually, i prefer more on having classes because it fills my extra time and probably i wont feel very empty. Plus, i wont have any time to think about HOME. :( Now, im sitting here, alone, kak Umu's (my senior+roomate) went to perform her clinical history taking at the HUSM today. While, fakhriah (my roomate) went back during these holiday. Well, all i can do here, was staying in my room and study. Sometimes, when I felt very lonely, i would called my mom, though there's nothing to be talk about. Yep, sometimes, i just want to hear her voice to fills my loneliness. yep, my mom is everything for me. She's my friend, girlfriend, best friend, buddy, sister and above all, she's my mom. ThnXx for being there ma. :')

Also, I would like to thank my Lappy for being there with me.  :) What did i do? I would turn on the music loudly to fill up my room so that it doesnt seems to quite. And best of all, I would read tafsir to fill the loneliness and seriously it works. Alhmdulillah.... "Jgn bersedih, Allah bersama kita". Yep, ill treasure that in my heart. Even if u're lonely, anywhere u're, there'll always be HIM who accompanying u wherever u are.  Bear that in mind.

p/s - Affina, cuti raya haji blik kan? so sbrlah k. :)

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