Praised belong to God, for giving my friends and I the opportunity to be involve in the surgical training at Tzu Chi University, Hualien, Taiwan on 3-12 December 2013. :)
After all, Allah is the best planner.
I had received email from Tzu chi during the early negotiation with their international officer regarding this silent mentor programme. However, it then end with disappointment when they say only 2 of us will be accepted to attend the programme. The disappointment continue after our appeal also being denied. Everyone was disappointed. I felt very frustrated when it turned out to be 'not me' who are the one will be attending this programme. I cried... I want it so bad... My group which comprise of 2 guys and 3 ladies (including me) decided to split up since two of the ladies will be going there based on the random vote. I guess it wasn't my luck on that day. So, the two guys and me were planning to do a research regarding parasite in Malaysia.
One of our method to get an information for our research is going to visit the one and only parasite museum in the world, Meguro Parasitology Museum, Japan. Since our supervisor encourage us to take a step further and this was the only chance for us to explore the outside world. But still, even though it was not bad at all doing research regarding parasite but my heart was still longing for the 'silent mentor' programme. Hoping that I am the one attending the programme. Somehow, we are just human, not everything that we want is good for us. I believe everything happens for a reason. I keep on praying so that there were still a chance for 3 of us. I keep on praying until one day I stopped and start accepting the fact that only 2 of them will be going. Yes, I move on and redha.
Though I didn't have the chance to attend the programme, I still helping my two friends dealing with Tzu chi through email. Maybe this was my last contribution so that they can do their best and came back to Malaysia with knowledge that can be shared together. :')
to be continue... (I will explain about this programme in my next post, insyaAllah)
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