Dimana kita sekarang?

Peace be upon dear sisters and brothers,

Izinkan sye berbahasa Melayu dalam post yg kali ini. :)

Apa kbr semua? sihat? yep, dah cukup lama aku mengasingkan diri drp blog ku ni. dah nmpak usang dan x terurus smpai musik pun dah corrupt. nampak sgt x terjaga kan? well, persinggahan kali ni bukan nak complain psl blog dah usang ka, dah berhabuk ka, sibuk sana sini ka. dah... post kali ni berkaitan dengan SEJARAH.

ini sejarah kita...

Alhmdulillah tadi pergi mghadiri majlis ilmu kat surau, dptlah ilmu yg bermanfaat selain drpd ilmu duniawi yg slama ini kita kejar selama kuliah berlangsung. balik2 anatomy, balik2 physiology, syukurlah dpt dtg majlis ilmu smggu sekali utk ilmu akhirat. yep, bila lg kan? Ulama ada mengatakan " Sesiapa yang tidak menghadiri majlis ilmu selama 40 hari (sesetengah pendapat mengatakan 7 hari) maka hatinya akan mati ".

Jom duduk renung kembali sejarah kita dulu dan bandingkan dengan kehidupan kita sekarang. Cuba kembali ke zaman Rasulullah... zaman Khulafa ar-Rasyidin... Indahnya zaman itu. rindukan? zaman kegemilangan islam / zaman keemasan di zaman kerajaan Abassiyah. Zaman yang kaya dengan penerokaan ilmu, lahirnya para2 cendekiawan islam yang agung pada zaman itu. Sehinggakan pada zaman itu, umat islam tidak perlu membayar zakat sbb semua org senang dan kaya. betapa hebatnya islam di zaman itu. Tapi disebabkan kelalaian umat islam itu sndiri atas nikmat yang Allah dah bagi, kita jatuh, jatuh tersungkur diserang oleh org2 kaifr yang iri hati dengan kegemilangan islam pada zaman itu. Mereka tidak pernah putus asa ingin menjatuhkan islam. Ilmu2 yang diterokai dan ditemui oleh org islam itu sendiri akhirnya dilabelkan oleh org kafir atas nama mereka, kononya mereka yang menemukan ilmu2 tersebut. Walhal, umat islam lah yg banyak menyumbang kpd penemuan ilmu yg wujud sehingga skrg.

                                                                             

Kalo kita perhatikan sehingga sekarang, mereka berusaha memecah belahkan umat islam. Lihat dan perhatikan dunia kita pada hari ini, dunia dipisah-pisahkan menjadi negara dan negara dipisahkan lagi menjadi negeri. Jelas disni, umat islam yang seharusnya bersatu telah dipisahkan dan dipupuk semangat nasionalisme dalam diri seseorg individu. Sedarkah kita? Pernah tak kita terfikir dan terlintas kat hati kita bila melihat saudara seislam kita di negara2 yang menghadapi kesulitan cthnya negara Palestin, terlintas tak di hati kita untuk bangkit dan berjuang bersama-sama mereka ataupun mendoakan keselamatan mereka kat sana?

atau sekadar mengucapkan syukur sebab Malaysia tak ditimpa nasib yg sedemikian rupa? Ubahlah persepsi kita, sbb bila kita imbau balik zaman khulafa ar-Rasyidin, islam dianuti oleh pelbagai kaum meliputi seantero dunia. Kita berpegang pada akidah yang sama. Jgn sbb kaum yang berbeza, kita terpisah. Smpai bila? bila umat islam akan bersatu? Kebangkitan zaman kegemilangan islam mengambil masa beratus tahun. Bila kita nak mula? Sekaranglah masanya...

Disebabkan kelalaikan kita pada hal keduniaan, kadang2 hal2 sekecil ini kita langsung tak perasan. padahal, hal2 kecil ini lah yg sbnrnya merosakkan dunia kita skrg. Adakah zaman kita sama seperti zaman jahiliah? mahukah kita menjadi sejarah, atau kita yg mencipta sejarah? Ayuhlah para mujahid dan mujahidah, kembalikan zaman kegemilangan islam. Kita pasti rindu zaman kegemilangan kita bukan? smpai bila kita sggup melihat islam ditindas dan dipijak?

Mesti kita terfikir kan? bagaimana nak buat semua nie? Nak start sorg2? mcmana? Ingtlah bahawa, Islam bermula drpd seorg iaitu Rasulullah... kemudian keluarga baginda dan akhirnya seluruh dunia. tidak mustahil bagi kita bukan? Maybe boleh mula dengan ajakan rakan2 kita ke majlis2 ilmu. itu pun sudah memadai. benda yg sikit boleh jadi byk dan bnda yg byk kdg boleh jadi sikit. mksudnya, Walaupun bnda yg kita lakukan itu tidak nmpak besar mana bagi kita, tap siapa tahu sedikit sebanyak dapat mneyatukan balik kita dengan rakan2 seislam yg lain - ukhuwah islamiah. InsyaAllah seterusnya boleh terjalinnya ukhuwah imaniah antara kita. InsyaAllah... Amin. Semoga kita akn dpt semula zaman kegemilangan kita spt di zaman kerajaan Abbasiyah dulu...

So, di sni harap post ni, sedikit sbyk dpt membuka kotak fikiran kita dan ayuh mulakan dakwah islamiah kita pada hari ni... :)

Old memories.

Peace be upon u. :)

I was about to start studying after chatting on facebook with my cousin just now. I planned to study after the conversation. but then, I decided to update my blog instead of updating my memory on anatomy. hahaha... well, maybe it's because of the holiday mood. I'm sure most of us feel the same way when we're in the holiday mood rite? well, don't spoil that feeling too much. Better be control, or else at the end you'll find yourself wasting your time without doing anything useful during the holiday. Okay, reminder for me too. haha

Well, talking about holiday. I feel glad that I'm home. Alhamdulillah... At last, the moment that I had waited for 2 months had arrived... Praised be to Allah for STILL giving me an opportunity to hug my mom, dad n able to be with my siblings once again. :) Grateful. That describe everything.

Well... I'm 19th. there's so much thing that i have to see, learn and swallow through this life. so many things... yep. Though I've been through so many journey, starting from Labuan, then, Puncak Alam and shah Alam selangor then Kota bharu kelantan, however, i am still a person that lack of knowledge life. People says that travels makes you gain more experiences. :) Yep, and can nurture your personality and attitude onto becoming more matured person.  I'd learn many things but it's still didn't enough. and it will be never enough for us as Allah's knowledge is vast. I'd encounter people from many walk of life. Starting from A to... an undefined end. I'd experience n met many types of people and it was a more on a odyssey that you never know where its gonna end and how it will end.     Wallahualam...

So far... I'd learnt so many things from people from different country, culture and even religion. I found different country had their own unique culture and practices. Best of all I found FRIENDS. :) Friend that had be my teacher when I am lost about something, Friend that had been my family when I'm homesick, Friend that used to be my sibling when we're arguing about anything, and friends that are able to accept Fatin Affina
the way she is.

                                   SK Bukit Kalam. Can't recall the years. Around age 9 maybe.

                   

Hang out. :)

working. :)

                                                           UiTM Puncak alam. 2010/2011

                                                                             Graduation day for f5 student

                                  Pre-medicine programme , UiTM Shah Alam. Jun-July 2011

                                           Pre-med prog : Group 1

                                                          :) Pre-med + High school

                               Foundation in sc : UiTM Puncak Alam, Selangor. Batch 2010/2011

                            Universiti Sains malaysia, Kampus Kesihatan. KB, Kelantan.
                             Batch 2011/2012. MD

                                           :)


There are so many names that I just could'nt even mention here that are so meaningful in my diary of life. Some are good, some are bad and some are special ;) However, above all, it makes my story life interesting and it turned out to be a good memories to be treasured.

Thank You for this wonderful journey. I hope you had enjoy it too. & bear in mind that, Everything happens for a reason. :)  Allahu Sami-'un 'Alim.


p/s till we meet again. :) sori to those who are not in the pic. nak masukkan semua pic tap x muat. dont worry, take note that, your picture are always be in my heart. Jgn majuk suda. hehe. no offense k.

FUN

Peace be upon u,

HIIIII!!! Yep, im happy. :)
Today was an exausted day for me yet exciting! :) Alhmdulillah... Today i managed to go out with my friends! :) Yep. going where? hehehe. actually, i didnt planned about going out today. Its already been planned by Allah The Almighty. :)

This morning, my friends n I was playing futsal at the court. I had very much fun playing with all my friends. It was full of laughter n excitement. I love Futsal! :) Alhmdulillah... Then, when we're about to go back to the Hostel, Sarah invited me to join her going for a shopping spree with few of her friends ( Sarah 2nd and Filzah). She said that she'll drive and our destination will be Pasar Siti Khadijah (PSK), Wakaf Che' Yeh, KB mall and there's another one which I didnt remember. sorry. :)

Pasar Siti Khadijah

Sarah was driving and i was awed by her bravery to drive in this country. :p seriously! Kelantan had a very2 hectic road. Pergh.. :O We left USM about 10.00 am and our 1st destination was PSK. We had our breakfast there. I had MEE KARI, my favourite, and both Sarah had LAKSAM. While Filzah ate Nasi campur. Besides, I'd bought a big prawn worth RM15. OMG! RM15?? just for one prawn. Can u believe it?? I didnt know that prawn was RM 15. My friend and I was being cheated by the seller. When we asked the price for that prawn, she just said, "just according to size. just pick which one do u want". I thought the price was no more than RM 4 for each. However, the total price was RM30 for 2 prawn OK! just 2 PRAWN! i repeat, 2 PRAWN! ARGHH! haihhh... -___- my fault for being so straight. ISH! Geram dgn diri sendiri! With that amount, I can buy KFC variety Bucket  u know!!. Sabar je lah dah kene tipu. Nvr mind, just ikhlas kan hati n move on. heh. 

Now that I learn if u wanna buy something, make sure u are clear about the price ok ;)

Then, we went to the 3rd floor n I bought Tudung Bawal and it was cheap. one for RM15 and I was satisfied with the material/fabric. There were so many nice cloth/fabric that can be found there. so, if u wanna buy any fabric/textile or even tudung/shawl, just get it there ok ;)

2nd Pasar (which i didnt remember its name)
This pasar looks new. sarah said, it is new. It is just the same as PSK but, it doesnt have any kedai makan (as I didnt saw it, just assuming) and it does'nt have many gerai yet. But u can find anything regarding attire/clothing/jubah/shawl/tudung there. Its just that, not very much gerai was open for now, as it was still new and under construction.


KB Mall
There was a PC fair today. KB mall was full of ppl. Ppl keep buying things, money keep flowing out like a water. YES, I could also include myself in that crowd. I wish that money just grow on the tree.... haih... Then, I can just picked the money and bought all the cool stuff. @.@

"If money grows on the trees, sure that all ppl would be lazy to work, and there'll be no PC Fair today" -2nd Sarah .                        

       :) Yep. Thats rite Sarah. Agree with u. Also, most of the time we were at Popular bookstore. We were enjoying ourself with all the novels that had been displayed there. (jahat x?) we're seeking for the best Novel n I found two interesting novel which was "Bidadari pun mencintainya" and "Di Ufuk Fajar".  Lastly I chose. "Di ufuk Fajar" for RM22. It was not a novel actually but it was a collection of short stories. :) my favourite.
And.... Our last destination was "SECRET RECIPE"! :p I bought Carrot sliced cake. OMO. It look scrumptious n it was scrumptious anyway. hehe. My favourite.

Today also i'd realised that I like polka dots. It was filzah who discovered it. ;) u're a very Observant person eh. :)

         I had a great great time with them. We were shopping, Reading books at popular, stranded in the traffic jam, laughing, taking pics and best of all EATING! Alhmdulillah.... At last, I arrived at PSK , one of the popular places in Kelantan. Thanks Sarah, Filzah and 2nd Sarah. Oh! BTW, we have two Sarah. but not twins yea. just the same name.  Teehe! ;)

My Lunch at KB Mall - Fish n chips :)

Trying specs (me & Filzah)

Pink car was ours for 12 hours

Our pinky car

At PSK (Both Sarah)

RM 15 prawn

 

Carrot cake :) brought to u  by SECRET RECIPE

Lastly, We landed at Masjid Kubang Kerian performing Maghrib prayer. Alhmdulillah, we also had an opportunity performing jamaah Isya' prayer together. :)

It was very peaceful in the mosque... House of Allah...

Indeed, It was a very fun & enjoyable day. Thank u Allah. :'D

Alone

Salam and peace be upon u.

Wow, its been a very long time i didnt leave any snippets on my blog. :( There's no any other reason to tell. Its always gonna be the same reason which is "busy". Life as a med student really2 make me feels like 24 hours doesnt seems enough. Time always freaking me out. arghh...

Its already been 2 months im studying here in usm. it feels like only like 2 weeks ive been here. seriously... Feels like a day is equal to 12 hours. Indicates how time envy us here.  Currently, we had 3 days off here for Deepavali, plus 2 days on the weekend make it 5 days off. It seems cool to have 5 days off right? If u're in my situation? How would u spend ur holiday?

Honestly, it doent feel so enjoyable as most of my friends went back this holiday. I feel lonely here. Yep, LONELY. Besides, there's so many things to catch up during these holiday. Actually, i prefer more on having classes because it fills my extra time and probably i wont feel very empty. Plus, i wont have any time to think about HOME. :( Now, im sitting here, alone, kak Umu's (my senior+roomate) went to perform her clinical history taking at the HUSM today. While, fakhriah (my roomate) went back during these holiday. Well, all i can do here, was staying in my room and study. Sometimes, when I felt very lonely, i would called my mom, though there's nothing to be talk about. Yep, sometimes, i just want to hear her voice to fills my loneliness. yep, my mom is everything for me. She's my friend, girlfriend, best friend, buddy, sister and above all, she's my mom. ThnXx for being there ma. :')

Also, I would like to thank my Lappy for being there with me.  :) What did i do? I would turn on the music loudly to fill up my room so that it doesnt seems to quite. And best of all, I would read tafsir to fill the loneliness and seriously it works. Alhmdulillah.... "Jgn bersedih, Allah bersama kita". Yep, ill treasure that in my heart. Even if u're lonely, anywhere u're, there'll always be HIM who accompanying u wherever u are.  Bear that in mind.

p/s - Affina, cuti raya haji blik kan? so sbrlah k. :)