Old memories.

Peace be upon u. :)

I was about to start studying after chatting on facebook with my cousin just now. I planned to study after the conversation. but then, I decided to update my blog instead of updating my memory on anatomy. hahaha... well, maybe it's because of the holiday mood. I'm sure most of us feel the same way when we're in the holiday mood rite? well, don't spoil that feeling too much. Better be control, or else at the end you'll find yourself wasting your time without doing anything useful during the holiday. Okay, reminder for me too. haha

Well, talking about holiday. I feel glad that I'm home. Alhamdulillah... At last, the moment that I had waited for 2 months had arrived... Praised be to Allah for STILL giving me an opportunity to hug my mom, dad n able to be with my siblings once again. :) Grateful. That describe everything.

Well... I'm 19th. there's so much thing that i have to see, learn and swallow through this life. so many things... yep. Though I've been through so many journey, starting from Labuan, then, Puncak Alam and shah Alam selangor then Kota bharu kelantan, however, i am still a person that lack of knowledge life. People says that travels makes you gain more experiences. :) Yep, and can nurture your personality and attitude onto becoming more matured person.  I'd learn many things but it's still didn't enough. and it will be never enough for us as Allah's knowledge is vast. I'd encounter people from many walk of life. Starting from A to... an undefined end. I'd experience n met many types of people and it was a more on a odyssey that you never know where its gonna end and how it will end.     Wallahualam...

So far... I'd learnt so many things from people from different country, culture and even religion. I found different country had their own unique culture and practices. Best of all I found FRIENDS. :) Friend that had be my teacher when I am lost about something, Friend that had been my family when I'm homesick, Friend that used to be my sibling when we're arguing about anything, and friends that are able to accept Fatin Affina
the way she is.

                                   SK Bukit Kalam. Can't recall the years. Around age 9 maybe.

                   

Hang out. :)

working. :)

                                                           UiTM Puncak alam. 2010/2011

                                                                             Graduation day for f5 student

                                  Pre-medicine programme , UiTM Shah Alam. Jun-July 2011

                                           Pre-med prog : Group 1

                                                          :) Pre-med + High school

                               Foundation in sc : UiTM Puncak Alam, Selangor. Batch 2010/2011

                            Universiti Sains malaysia, Kampus Kesihatan. KB, Kelantan.
                             Batch 2011/2012. MD

                                           :)


There are so many names that I just could'nt even mention here that are so meaningful in my diary of life. Some are good, some are bad and some are special ;) However, above all, it makes my story life interesting and it turned out to be a good memories to be treasured.

Thank You for this wonderful journey. I hope you had enjoy it too. & bear in mind that, Everything happens for a reason. :)  Allahu Sami-'un 'Alim.


p/s till we meet again. :) sori to those who are not in the pic. nak masukkan semua pic tap x muat. dont worry, take note that, your picture are always be in my heart. Jgn majuk suda. hehe. no offense k.

FUN

Peace be upon u,

HIIIII!!! Yep, im happy. :)
Today was an exausted day for me yet exciting! :) Alhmdulillah... Today i managed to go out with my friends! :) Yep. going where? hehehe. actually, i didnt planned about going out today. Its already been planned by Allah The Almighty. :)

This morning, my friends n I was playing futsal at the court. I had very much fun playing with all my friends. It was full of laughter n excitement. I love Futsal! :) Alhmdulillah... Then, when we're about to go back to the Hostel, Sarah invited me to join her going for a shopping spree with few of her friends ( Sarah 2nd and Filzah). She said that she'll drive and our destination will be Pasar Siti Khadijah (PSK), Wakaf Che' Yeh, KB mall and there's another one which I didnt remember. sorry. :)

Pasar Siti Khadijah

Sarah was driving and i was awed by her bravery to drive in this country. :p seriously! Kelantan had a very2 hectic road. Pergh.. :O We left USM about 10.00 am and our 1st destination was PSK. We had our breakfast there. I had MEE KARI, my favourite, and both Sarah had LAKSAM. While Filzah ate Nasi campur. Besides, I'd bought a big prawn worth RM15. OMG! RM15?? just for one prawn. Can u believe it?? I didnt know that prawn was RM 15. My friend and I was being cheated by the seller. When we asked the price for that prawn, she just said, "just according to size. just pick which one do u want". I thought the price was no more than RM 4 for each. However, the total price was RM30 for 2 prawn OK! just 2 PRAWN! i repeat, 2 PRAWN! ARGHH! haihhh... -___- my fault for being so straight. ISH! Geram dgn diri sendiri! With that amount, I can buy KFC variety Bucket  u know!!. Sabar je lah dah kene tipu. Nvr mind, just ikhlas kan hati n move on. heh. 

Now that I learn if u wanna buy something, make sure u are clear about the price ok ;)

Then, we went to the 3rd floor n I bought Tudung Bawal and it was cheap. one for RM15 and I was satisfied with the material/fabric. There were so many nice cloth/fabric that can be found there. so, if u wanna buy any fabric/textile or even tudung/shawl, just get it there ok ;)

2nd Pasar (which i didnt remember its name)
This pasar looks new. sarah said, it is new. It is just the same as PSK but, it doesnt have any kedai makan (as I didnt saw it, just assuming) and it does'nt have many gerai yet. But u can find anything regarding attire/clothing/jubah/shawl/tudung there. Its just that, not very much gerai was open for now, as it was still new and under construction.


KB Mall
There was a PC fair today. KB mall was full of ppl. Ppl keep buying things, money keep flowing out like a water. YES, I could also include myself in that crowd. I wish that money just grow on the tree.... haih... Then, I can just picked the money and bought all the cool stuff. @.@

"If money grows on the trees, sure that all ppl would be lazy to work, and there'll be no PC Fair today" -2nd Sarah .                        

       :) Yep. Thats rite Sarah. Agree with u. Also, most of the time we were at Popular bookstore. We were enjoying ourself with all the novels that had been displayed there. (jahat x?) we're seeking for the best Novel n I found two interesting novel which was "Bidadari pun mencintainya" and "Di Ufuk Fajar".  Lastly I chose. "Di ufuk Fajar" for RM22. It was not a novel actually but it was a collection of short stories. :) my favourite.
And.... Our last destination was "SECRET RECIPE"! :p I bought Carrot sliced cake. OMO. It look scrumptious n it was scrumptious anyway. hehe. My favourite.

Today also i'd realised that I like polka dots. It was filzah who discovered it. ;) u're a very Observant person eh. :)

         I had a great great time with them. We were shopping, Reading books at popular, stranded in the traffic jam, laughing, taking pics and best of all EATING! Alhmdulillah.... At last, I arrived at PSK , one of the popular places in Kelantan. Thanks Sarah, Filzah and 2nd Sarah. Oh! BTW, we have two Sarah. but not twins yea. just the same name.  Teehe! ;)

My Lunch at KB Mall - Fish n chips :)

Trying specs (me & Filzah)

Pink car was ours for 12 hours

Our pinky car

At PSK (Both Sarah)

RM 15 prawn

 

Carrot cake :) brought to u  by SECRET RECIPE

Lastly, We landed at Masjid Kubang Kerian performing Maghrib prayer. Alhmdulillah, we also had an opportunity performing jamaah Isya' prayer together. :)

It was very peaceful in the mosque... House of Allah...

Indeed, It was a very fun & enjoyable day. Thank u Allah. :'D

Alone

Salam and peace be upon u.

Wow, its been a very long time i didnt leave any snippets on my blog. :( There's no any other reason to tell. Its always gonna be the same reason which is "busy". Life as a med student really2 make me feels like 24 hours doesnt seems enough. Time always freaking me out. arghh...

Its already been 2 months im studying here in usm. it feels like only like 2 weeks ive been here. seriously... Feels like a day is equal to 12 hours. Indicates how time envy us here.  Currently, we had 3 days off here for Deepavali, plus 2 days on the weekend make it 5 days off. It seems cool to have 5 days off right? If u're in my situation? How would u spend ur holiday?

Honestly, it doent feel so enjoyable as most of my friends went back this holiday. I feel lonely here. Yep, LONELY. Besides, there's so many things to catch up during these holiday. Actually, i prefer more on having classes because it fills my extra time and probably i wont feel very empty. Plus, i wont have any time to think about HOME. :( Now, im sitting here, alone, kak Umu's (my senior+roomate) went to perform her clinical history taking at the HUSM today. While, fakhriah (my roomate) went back during these holiday. Well, all i can do here, was staying in my room and study. Sometimes, when I felt very lonely, i would called my mom, though there's nothing to be talk about. Yep, sometimes, i just want to hear her voice to fills my loneliness. yep, my mom is everything for me. She's my friend, girlfriend, best friend, buddy, sister and above all, she's my mom. ThnXx for being there ma. :')

Also, I would like to thank my Lappy for being there with me.  :) What did i do? I would turn on the music loudly to fill up my room so that it doesnt seems to quite. And best of all, I would read tafsir to fill the loneliness and seriously it works. Alhmdulillah.... "Jgn bersedih, Allah bersama kita". Yep, ill treasure that in my heart. Even if u're lonely, anywhere u're, there'll always be HIM who accompanying u wherever u are.  Bear that in mind.

p/s - Affina, cuti raya haji blik kan? so sbrlah k. :)

Life as a medical student :)

Peace be upon u

In the name of Allah, the most gracious, the most merciful

Its been about 3 weeks now,

im staying at Universiti Sains Malaysia, Kubang Kerian, Kelantan.

So far, Alhmdulillah, living in kelantan was not bad at all.

Life as a usm student i would say...

Alhmdulillah,

everything that had been planned runs smoothly with the wills of Allah the almighty.

Currently we are studying BIOETHICs block which is a subjective block

n im a bit lost on this journey.

thanks to all kind senior that helps me in giving a motivation n guidance through this block.

*sigh

Undeniable, there are hurdles to be face through these journey,

but, with the du'a n innerself determination to strive onto becoming a good medical doctors,

it doesnt make me fall apart.

besides, I felt like im becoming more n more independent n strong.

Thank you, mom & dad,

Bestfriends, Friends, coursemate, roomate n all mates. :')

Without all of u,

ill never gone through this journey alone, 

n never gone onto this far.

Thank u,

Thank u,

Thank u. 

God bless n Have a nice day.

p/s: God, i miss everyone at UiTM. May all of u success in all u do dear friend.

Merdeka Raya!

Peace be upon u

In the name of Allah, the most gracious, the most merciful

To my beloved friends/followers. =)

Happy Eid Mubarak !

Happy independence day (31st Aug) !

Maaf Zahir & Batin.

sincerely from, Affina Fatin & Family 

Phone

Peace be upon u

In the name of Allah, the most gracious, the most merciful

ARGGGHHHH! *depressed* Yesterday i went to the mobile shop to purchased handphone. I was planning to ordered the phone that i dreamt for, xperia mini pro since it didnt arrived yet here. When I asked the sales girl, she didnt know the model of the phone. Maybe because it was still fresh. i mean new model. At the same time the owner of that shop was there and he heard us. He then interupted us.

Owner: "Ooo! i know, xperia mini pro right? Yes, it is going to arrive this evening. Around 5.30 pm and above. Wait aa.. maybe i should call the supplier to confirm it".

Me: "Ooo! Is it?!! *frantically* Ok". 

..... the owner was on his phone talking in mandarin language which i completely didnt understand it at all though i had mingled with chinese friends on my highschool.

... done talking.

                                                                     Owner: "Ok, it is confirm and the colour is black". 

ahhhh... i wanted white soooo much. *redha*

Huhu. dont be so picky fatin , u are going to wait again or just buy it?

 

                                                 Me: "Ooo.. is it? * sounds frustrated* Are there still any possibility that another phone will arrive? which means another supplier?

                                             Owner : No no no no. We're only have black colour at this moment and we'd only one supplier for this phone. and only this one set.

 Are u kidding me? seriously? ArgHH! *sabo jelah aku.

Then, I was agreing to came again maybe that evening/ tomorrow noon. I went home hoping that tomorrow xperia mini pro will be on my palm. 

So, I decided to came on tomorrow noon. The owner said, on sunday they open at 1200pm . so, i came by about 11.45.  I waited in the car. *enthusiast*

Yet, The shop was opened at 12.06pm. I still didnt alighting from my car. Feeling embarassed to be early arrived there, so i decided to came in at 12.10. *duhh... just 4 minutes late. no big difference* 

Then... I walked in... With a big heart n smile.

                                                        Me: xperia mini pro? *directly I say the words without saying good morning or something warm/pleasant. haha. too rush*

           The sales girl staring at me with a blurred face. Then, came the owner, I dont know his name. well, lets just name him Mr Chan. 

                                                     Chan: Alaaaa.... The phone still not yet arrived oo... still stucked at KK. the phone arrived, but the box didnt.

*How in the earth that the phone doesnt arrived with the box?????? usually, phone comes with the box too. I was confused.* The smile on my faces turns to awry. My expectation was high, and the news just made my day gloomy... Thanks to you Mr Chan.

                                                          Me: "Ooo.. ye ke?"

*thats just my respond to him. I have nothing to say. My head like had just been reset. All the good feeling had gone and I was indeed feel dismay. *

Then, He try hard to make me buy another phone. another model. But I said it with a stern tone;

                                                         Me: "No thanks, i want xperia mini pro. I'll wait."

                                                   Owner: "Huuuu... That phone will probably arrive here on tuesday."

                                                        Me: "Ooo.. Ok, ill come on tuesday. Thanks."

Then, I walked away, frustrated. I was very mad. I just dont know if the phone will arrive on tue. I hope it will. If it doesnt, n He give another excuse, I'd rather purchased it at Kelantan and sorry that u're going to lost one of your customer. Adios! Amigos!

lovelorn

Peace be upon u.

Alhmdulillah... we had reached at the 11th day of Ramadhan.

 month of tarbiyah and jihad for all the muslims.

Thus, the arrival of Ramadhan should be beneficial to us,

 to train ourself controlling our lust n desire.

A few days ago,

we, Malaysian was struck by the news of

woman and child being slaughtered in one apartment at Ampang jaya.

The woman's body had been chopped into 15 pieces

while her son , his intact body was being crammed into

a plastic bag and being shoved in the bathroom ceiling.

Nevertheless, the woman's internal organ also had been dumped in the toilet bowl.

Where was the humanity had gone?

The police believed that the causes of this gruesome murder 

was probably because of 'love'.

 And now, police was still probing the case.

Astagfirullah....

How can this kind of incident would happen during this holy month of Ramadhan?

Where all the iblis and syaitan had been held tide.

 the door of hell had been shut,  

and the door of Jannah open wide.

Only during this month,

Allah give us an opportunity

to deals with our life without the disturbance and temptation of syaitan.

But why such people can't be grateful in this opportunity that had been given?

I hope the murderer can be caught by the police

and may he gets the suitable punishment with the offense he made

n above all,

may he repent and seek taubat from Allah.

"O you who have believed, fear Allah as He should be feared and do not die except as Muslims [in submission to Him]." surah al-Imran , 3:102


p/s : Lets doa for our muslim friend Asyraf Hazlan, malaysian student that get injured in London riot. May he heals faster from the injury and god bless upon him.

Childhood

Peace be upon u

In the name of Allah, the most gracious, the most merciful

Yep, thats me in that picture =)

with my beloved mom.

'During break-fasting time'

me: mama! mama! yeah! hari ni atin dah puasa sehari!!!

mama bagi atin apa???

mama: *just smile.

Yup, thats actually happen during ramadhan when i was childhood. hehe

My brother and I was always competed with each other

who had fasted more days 

and whoever wins, he/she will get money from mak n abah.

actually, both will get it. haha

hurm.... but mom and dad was always treated us patiently during Ramadhan.

though the weather a bit harsh and people can lose their composure.

well, my dad was hot tempered person when we were kids,

but, now, when we're growing older, the tempered had gone away i guess. hehe

but, without him, we cant be what we were now.

kan abang?

Since we were still young at that time

we don't really understand about fasting,

what was really special about Ramadhan at that time,

all we know was just, woke up for sahur

and sleep, woke up for school, then mom said, if we felt we cant bear

with hunger, we can break our fast. so, it'll be 1/2 day of fasting. haha

I remember once,

i planned to fast 1/2 day everyday, 

then, when 1/2+1/2 day, it'll become 1 day of fasting.

haihhh... Yep, that really had happened during my childhood. haha.

but now, it was totally difference..

i am not a kid anymore,

seeking for a money from my parents like i did for the past few years ago,

combining 1/2 day fasting becoming 1 day of fast

or competing with my brother who gets to fast more days,

now, i am me,

seeking for rewards from Allah...

who now knows fasting for the whole month of Ramadhan...

and compete with the TIME for ibadah... =) not compete with abang anymore. hehe

Alhmdulillah...

Alhmdulillah...

Alhmdulillah...

Salam Ramadhan al-mubarak dear friends.

May it always be GREAT, GOOD & BARAKAH

Abang's secret Recipe

Peace be upon u 

In the name of Allah, The most Gracious, The most merciful.

Please guess.

What is this?

Yogurt? ice cream? nope.

Cheese cake!!!! Yeah, everyone's favourite.

Well, thursday night, My bro suggested to me

to bake full cheese cake

since he had obtained new recipe from his friends. heeeee

its been a looonnggg time, i didnt bake a cake.

Gosh! I miss em.

Thnxx to my brother kindly spending his time with me

baking the cake. actually, this cake doesn't really need to be bake.

We just mix all the ingredient together n then just leave it in the refrigerator for the cake to be firm.

n then, Tadaaaa!! .U could eat it. Tehee!

Here are a few pic from what we've done.

Mix all the ingredient.

Make a first layer of cheese on the tray.

then, lined the biscuit above it.

before that,

The biscuit should be dipped in the chocolate milk (dutch lady product)

Then, arrange the biscuit as u seen above

 

This cheese cake that we're doing comprises of many layers of biscuit.

so, what u should do is layering the biscuits by the cheese that u had mixed from the beginning.

The result. =)

the texture was too thick actually.

So, when u eat it

u will easily feel loathe.

maybe because of the cheese i guess.

But, our cake doesn't turn out to be perfect

as the texture was too delicate to be cut.

so, We didn't cut the cake.

instead, we're using the spoon to eat it. haha.

1st trial.... its okay. >.0 *wink

Mybe the cake was lack of marjerin or excess of susu manis.

well, we'll try our best next time. 

Till then... Bubye. enjoy the picture. haha