Prayer

Prayers (Salat)

Sahih bukhari, Volume 1, Book 8, Number 345:

Narrated Abu Dhar:

Allah's Apostle said, "While I was at Mecca the roof of my house was opened and Gabriel descended, opened my chest, and washed it with Zam-zam water. Then he brought a golden tray full of wisdom and faith and having poured its contents into my chest, he closed it. Then he took my hand and ascended with me to the nearest heaven, when I reached the nearest heaven, Gabriel said to the gatekeeper of the heaven, 'Open (the gate).' The gatekeeper asked, 'Who is it?' Gabriel answered: 'Gabriel.' He asked, 'Is there anyone with you?' Gabriel replied, 'Yes, Muhammad I is with me.' He asked, 'Has he been called?' Gabriel said, 'Yes.' So the gate was opened and we went over the nearest heaven and there we saw a man sitting with some people on his right and some on his left. When he looked towards his right, he laughed and when he looked toward his left he wept. Then he said, 'Welcome! O pious Prophet and pious son.' I asked Gabriel, 'Who is he?' He replied, 'He is Adam and the people on his right and left are the souls of his offspring. Those on his right are the people of Paradise and those on his left are the people of Hell and when he looks towards his right he laughs and when he looks towards his left he weeps.'

Then he ascended with me till he reached the second heaven and he (Gabriel) said to its gatekeeper, 'Open (the gate).' The gatekeeper said to him the same as the gatekeeper of the first heaven had said and he opened the gate. Anas said: "Abu Dhar added that the Prophet met Adam, Idris, Moses, Jesus and Abraham, he (Abu Dhar) did not mention on which heaven they were but he mentioned that he (the Prophet ) met Adarn on the nearest heaven and Abraham on the sixth heaven. Anas said, "When Gabriel along with the Prophet passed by Idris, the latter said, 'Welcome! O pious Prophet and pious brother.' The Prophet asked, 'Who is he?' Gabriel replied, 'He is Idris." The Prophet added, "I passed by Moses and he said, 'Welcome! O pious Prophet and pious brother.' I asked Gabriel, 'Who is he?' Gabriel replied, 'He is Moses.' Then I passed by Jesus and he said, 'Welcome! O pious brother and pious Prophet.' I asked, 'Who is he?' Gabriel replied, 'He is Jesus.

Then I passed by Abraham and he said, 'Welcome! O pious Prophet and pious son.' I asked Gabriel, 'Who is he?' Gabriel replied, 'He is Abraham. The Prophet added, 'Then Gabriel ascended with me to a place where I heard the creaking of the pens." Ibn Hazm and Anas bin Malik said: The Prophet said, "Then Allah enjoined fifty prayers on my followers when I returned with this order of Allah, I passed by Moses who asked me, 'What has Allah enjoined on your followers?' I replied, 'He has enjoined fifty prayers on them.' Moses said, 'Go back to your Lord (and appeal for reduction) for your followers will not be able to bear it.' (So I went back to Allah and requested for reduction) and He reduced it to half. When I passed by Moses again and informed him about it, he said, 'Go back to your Lord as your followers will not be able to bear it.' So I returned to Allah and requested for further reduction and half of it was reduced. I again passed by Moses and he said to me: 'Return to your Lord, for your followers will not be able to bear it. So I returned to Allah and He said, 'These are five prayers and they are all (equal to) fifty (in reward) for My Word does not change.' I returned to Moses and he told me to go back once again. I replied, 'Now I feel shy of asking my Lord again.' Then Gabriel took me till we '' reached Sidrat-il-Muntaha (Lote tree of; the utmost boundry) which was shrouded in colors, indescribable. Then I was admitted into Paradise where I found small (tents or) walls (made) of pearls and its earth was of musk."

An eye-opening...

Peace be upon u readers,

Alhmdulillah (praised be upon Him).
This week we had started our new block which was musculoskeletal block (MSS).
There's a lot more to be covered than i had expected.
anatomy to be revise, physiology and pathophysiology..but im not going to tell u guys about this sort of study things.

Yesterday, was an eye opening day for me. There was something happening yesterday that makes me ponder how great the doctors responsibilities towards their patient or 'strangers'. Ceritanya macam ni....

Yesterday, at 10am I was having follow up for my teeth because few months ago I had a treatment for my teeth. Since the dental clinic is just in front of the HUSM, so, there had been so many people walk in and out of the hospital area.

As I already in a rush situation because I am late for about 10 min for that appointment, I walk faster and passed by all people there. Suddenly, a voice came from nowhere saying "Adik!".
I stopped my pace and I turned around finding where had the voice came from. I saw a middle-age woman stood near the dental clinic building wearing a nice pink baju kurung with a very anxious expression on her face. Our conversation:

The woman : Adik, mintak maaf, akak nak tanye, kalau nak jumpa pakar telinga macamane?

Me: Oh, akak sye pun tak pasti tapi slalunya orang akan pergi klinik rawatan keluarga dulu. Then, baru refer kat klinik pakar telinga. 

The woman: Ye ke adik? sebab anak akak yang ke-2 tu... (sad expression) dia ade masalah telinga dik. sekarang dia tingkatan 2. semakin hari semakin teruk tahap pendengaran anak akak tu. akak pun x tahu kenapa? cikgu kat sekolah pun dah bagitahu akak haritu, pelajaran dia semakin menurun. satu lagi anak akak tu perempuan, akak risau sangat. Sekarang pun bila bercakap dekat macam akak dgn adik ni, dia tak berapa dgr... sbb tu akak nak jumpa pakar telinga.

Apa yg eye-opening nya?? I bet you all maybe a bit confused?
Firstly, what comes on my mind after our conversation is that, why she chose me amongst people that passing by there to ask for that kind of question since that time Im not wearing my white coat. But maybe it is due to my student card that hanging over my neck she thought that I could have known better than anyone else. (but actually I'm not very sure how the procedure should be)

Secondly, I was thinking that, usually, we are not trusting on a stranger to pour out our problems right?
I realised that at first it was just a simple question... but then, when someone already develop a trust to you, they tend to tell you more... This woman I saw yesterday was a mother who wants the best for her daughter. I saw love in her eyes as well as anxiety... All she want is only her daughter to get better whatever it takes.

Thirdly, I realised that this woman hold a hope towards the doctor to cure her daughter. Yesterday, I felt as if I'm the real doctor with a patient came with her complaint. Unfortunately, I was in a rush and can't help that much. A bit dissapointment... Until today I was reflecting myself, being a doctor is not what everyone was thinking like sitting on a chair with own office room (mcm house), relax and getting paid higher, famous and etc. Actually, we bears a very highload of responsible on our shoulder. Our patient's life is on our hand.
Just one simple mistake will cause longlife suffering... It should be perfect.

At the end of the conversation, I saw a hope on her face. She was going to do what I had tell her. She says 'thank you' several times and nodded her head. How she respect me though im just a medical student who was going to get dental treatment on that ordinary day.

Dear medical student, see how high people's hope in us. Don't make our patient lose that hope in us. Be that 1st hope they had at the very first time seeing us remain until the end. Study hard and smart, be a good doctor and respect our patient. Seek for knowledge and don't give up. Everyone always had that potential to achieve what they dreamt for. So, once u r in this pathway, don't look back. Always move forward.

Assalam.
fina

Team

Peace be upon u brother and sisters, :)

0733 am,
29nov, thurs,

The clouds decorating the sky,
The chirps of the birds seems like a musical sound,
Everything seems to start their day with a perfect mood,
Alhmdulillah...

Today i had no classes, im freee!! Except on the evening we had assessment and feedback session. *sigh
So, im taking this extra time to scrible on my blog about my life recently.
Alhmdulillah, everything seems fine. All the PBL n clinical tching class was very enjoyable.
And yeah, yesterday my team, futsal team had a match with kelantan team. :)

It was a very tough match yesterday yet we all had so much fun. Yeah, i played futsal. :) and i really2 love my team so much. We had a very strong n enthusiast capten, :) kak anna, and a very good striker n defender, kak zima, kak qina, kak fatin, kak ina, kak dayah, kak ainur, kak laili n farra. And not to forget our 'daebak' keeper, harina and hayati :). They have a very good defensive senses. Tehee!

Yeah, i never regret being involved in futsal. I love what im doing. I love this team. But, yeah, every meet has their good bye. Anyhow, memories will always remain there to be treasure. Memories that im gonna cherish forever.

Team Nurani and Murni. :) One team for all. Congratulations for nurani team this year 2013 getting champion  for SUKAD 2013. 

All this pic is from 2012. :)

Till then. Assalam.

fina

Jealousy is healthy?

Peace be upon u to all readers...

Alhamdulillah (Praised be upon Allah swt) after a long time, today i managed to steal a bit of my time to scribble something on my blog.

I just dont know where to begin... First of all i would like to say that currently im on semester 4, year 2 of medicine in Universiti Sains Malaysia. So, mana2 adik2 yg baru lepas ambil result SPM yg berminat nak ambik medic, dont hesitate to ask me regarding this course. InsyaAllah i will try my best to help. Congratulation to those getting excellence results! May Allah grant u with blessed succes. To those that not made it, dont be sad. Everything happens for a reason. Reflect back and learn from mistake. Don't grieve too long. This is just a beginning. There will be much more to be face out there.

Basically what i wanna touch on for today's topic is regarding jealousy. From the previous post i already touch a bit on this but that post is actually made for someone that i care truly. So, bila tajuk jealousy, smua org akan fikir pasal jealous on bercinta dgn pasangan right? buat actually, what i wanna talk here is that, jealousy toward friends. I mean... Best friends. yep. Do u ever feel jealous toward ur besties? I bet everyone does. In the aspect of study? friendship or love? wealth? health? personality? popularity?
How does the feeling develop? is it good or bad?

Now, dear readers...
I had bestfriends too. Just like everyone else. Yes, sometimes that feeling does developed in me. It depends on how we control it. Either we treat it in a good way or  in a bad way. If we sees it in a bad way, then, it will turn out to be bad and vice versa.

For examples, I had a bestfriend. :) So, when u had declared somebody as ur bestfriend, u thought that, this besties MUST always be besides u. This is not some kind of bad feeling like lesbian or something. But usually girls are tend to magnified their feelings. for guys, im not sure how it goes.
So, when ur bestfriend had become close to another friend, u tend to get jealous right? Or when ur bestfriend ditch u for his boyfriend, u get mad right?

and how about jealousy towards achievement? popularity?
when we are close with somebody, we tend to compare ourselves to them while we ourselves have our own specialty that sometimes we didn't really appreciate that we had it.

Dear readers,
Being jealous to our own besties is somehow not a bad feeling. also, im not saying it is a good feeling too. But, it depends on the way of us get control of it. Firstly, in the aspect of friendship, we doesn't own 100% our besties. She/ he also belongs to others. They have their own rights to be friend others too. Being friends with others sometimes may open our mind n thought. We can't control our friend. We want the best for them right? so, jealousy is love. but excessive jealousy is personality disorder. LoL.

 Being jealous that our besties spends more time with their boyfie also troubles us. Readers, dont ask ur friend to get them choose between love and friendship. It will just make things worst. What u had to do is to talk with ur friend nicely. Kadang2 sarcastic pun jgnlah smpai buat kwn terasa hati. Sometimes, we are the one that had to start first. because, people in love sometimes forgot. Ask them to spend time with u. This will make things better.

In the aspect of achievement i will say that, I do sometimes get jealous with some of my besties. Their popularity, their life, their achievement, but somehow, every human that born in this world owns their unique and special life gifted by god. So, be grateful of what u have as not everyone had what u own now. :) Jealousy is also an encouragement. It pushes us to work harder so that we will achieve better like others :)

So, readers that i dear most,
jealous is sometimes can be healthy, but make sure to be in controlled of it. :)

Assalam.
fina