Abang's secret Recipe


Peace be upon u 
In the name of Allah, The most Gracious, The most merciful.

Please guess.
What is this?
Yogurt? ice cream? nope.

Cheese cake!!!! Yeah, everyone's favourite.
Well, thursday night, My bro suggested to me
to bake full cheese cake
since he had obtained new recipe from his friends. heeeee
its been a looonnggg time, i didnt bake a cake.
Gosh! I miss em.


Thnxx to my brother kindly spending his time with me
baking the cake. actually, this cake doesn't really need to be bake.
We just mix all the ingredient together n then just leave it in the refrigerator for the cake to be firm.
n then, Tadaaaa!! .U could eat it. Tehee!

Here are a few pic from what we've done.


Mix all the ingredient.

Make a first layer of cheese on the tray.
then, lined the biscuit above it.



before that,
The biscuit should be dipped in the chocolate milk (dutch lady product)


Then, arrange the biscuit as u seen above

 
This cheese cake that we're doing comprises of many layers of biscuit.
so, what u should do is layering the biscuits by the cheese that u had mixed from the beginning.

The result. =)
the texture was too thick actually.
So, when u eat it
u will easily feel loathe.
maybe because of the cheese i guess.



But, our cake doesn't turn out to be perfect
as the texture was too delicate to be cut.
so, We didn't cut the cake.
instead, we're using the spoon to eat it. haha.
1st trial.... its okay. >.0 *wink
Mybe the cake was lack of marjerin or excess of susu manis.
well, we'll try our best next time. 

Till then... Bubye. enjoy the picture. haha 


Why I like you?

Peace be upon u 
In the name of Allah, The most Gracious, The most merciful.

House MD season 1

Cameron : You don't need to worry about firing anyone. Im LEAVING...
House: Why? Is this another noble, self sacrificing gesture?
..........
Cameron: I'm protecting myself
.......
U asked me why i like u?
You're abrasive and rude
But i'd figure, everything u do,
you do it to help people
But I was wrong
You do because its right

There are only two ways that I can deal with things
one, is in my control
That's to leave
Good-bye House....


Xperia Mini X10 Pro

Peace be upon u 
In the name of Allah, The most Gracious, The most merciful.

T.T
I really need a new phone.
pleaseeee.. pleasseeee..
Since my W910i was already broken,
well, xtually, it still can be use, 
but there are certain button that are not functioning T.T
I love my old phone. seriiously. =(
Haih...
W910i

There are ssooo many memories that I treasured with this phone
should I say, precious memories... 
I felt really really indebted.
Thnak you for making my life easier for the past 2 years. =)

When we first met,
I still remember,
I was coming back from school.
Mom brought u for me  
I was achieving an excellent result on my Final exam. =')
 That day, was the first day
I held u. tight, so that no one would steal u from me.
 For me, 
u are more advance than my other previous phone.
hehe. I was so happy on that day.
I make sure that u didnt get any scratch
n I was being protective because u were new at that time.

As the time flows...
Mybe I was already bored.
I begin to ignore u.
Im sorry... I didnt protect u anymore. (without casing)
I held u not strong enough like i did on the first time
causes u to fall from my grip.

Maybe u r mad,
because I begin to see someone else.
Now, u were ill.
I try to send u to the clinic
so that they could fix u.
But, thinking that ur treatment maybe expensive
and cost me more
then I decided to let u rest n sleep.

N now, im LOOKING FORWARD FOR NEW COMPANION!!!!
jeng 
jeng
jeng
 Xperia Mini X10 Pro

Coming soon
TEHEE!

Agitate

Peace be upon u 
In the name of Allah, The most Gracious, The most merciful.

now, 0846. Friday.
Okay, supposely i was at work now. school canteen, helping my mom at the canteen school.
something bad happen today. The story was more likely happened like this :
.........................
..........................
0400 am
my parents took all the workers and sent them to the canteen.
to prepare all the food to be sell.

0545 am
My parents fetched me at home.
..........
0620am
I arrived at the canteen n begins my usual chores, 
arranged all the kuih-muih on the counter to sell. 
n all the sausages+ nugget or anything that supposed to be sell.
I also treating the customer esp all the teachers 
and taking the order.

when i was arraging or putting the kuih-muih on the tray,
the A worker complaint to me that something had happened while my mom/ dad 
went home fetching me. 

Previously, (past) there was also a misundertanding between the chef and the other workers.
The chef was the two mak cik , their age around 45  if im not mistaken n one of them ever had an argument with the worker C (prepare/ making drink/ beverage's ppl).
The past argument was already had been forgotten.
But the impact/ wound was still there.

The causes of the 1st argument because of the lack of one ingredient for cooking. The ingredient is probably just a mixed veggie and could still be replaced by another veggie rite?
But the mak cik maybe had an "A" personality because everything should be perfect for her. She blame the worker C for forgetting to write on the list the stuff that had 'out of stock'. and, there it goes.. argument start, blaming here n there. that was the past,when i wasnt there.

I was helping my mom to buy something at the market at that time. 
 The argument end with one of the mak cik decided to resign. 
My mother was anxious that time, because its hard for us to find a new chef.
my mother coax her so that she wouln't resign.
n she doesnt resign.

What happen today was...
the causes still the same, the difference was just I was there...
so, back to the topic, I was there n the worker A complaint that the two mak cik had accused him for telling lies or manipulated the truth. He feel depressed because everyday mak cik always mumbling with each other and gave him a weird gaze.  

While Yesterday, the worker A and all the mak cik had confessed to my mom that, one of our workers are stealing the time off from working by talking at the phone most of the time (that is Tipah.age around 16). It is true because I also telling my mom about it because I saw it myself.

But.. what had happened here today was, Tipah was angry and thought that mak cik complaint to my mother about her. talking at her back. (mybe worker A had told something to her during packing the nasi lemak ; their responsibility) *batu api sana sini*

Then, when I heard his story, I feel angry because, come onlah, this is working place people,
where is our cooperation?
commitment ?
n professionalism?
I felt so annoyed n I think this is it!
I had my patience off. I should confronted Tipah n stop this childish argument n accept the fact that she was guilty.. stop blaming people on what u had done girl. 

I was so angry... Do u think I have right to be angry?
This was the first time in my working time I was really angry, I cant work in this kind of environment anymore. Everyday, there's a complaint.
I was stress n feel so disgusted.

I waited for Tipah to come back to canteen with my parents from supplying RMT from pekan 2 school.
....................
They arrived. 
Then, I confronted Tipah, me and her outside the canteen.
try to avoid our conversation being heard by other workers
n I don't want to humiliate her in front of the workers 
I let my anger conquer me, I mad at her and told her everything. I was mad n I cried.
n my parents was confused, what had happened, because they weren't there when the chef and worker A was debating on each other. blaming each other. But, i was there. witnessing everything.

My father interfere in our conversation
YES, he had the right to interfere.
I thought it will be ended there,
I was wrong, instead, my father called all the workers and start discussing about these matter.

Then... there it goes again, blaming on each other..
My anger cant be controlled anymore
and I raise my voice n shouted
"EVERYONE WAS WRONG, SO U HAVE NO RIGHT TO BLAME ON EACH OTHER HERE!"
One of the Mak cik was startled n begins to blaming on herself everything right away n raise her voice at my father that she was going to resign. I felt so guilty when the mak cik said " xpa, mak cik yg salah, kamu ank bos kamu pnya tempat nie, so kamu mmg ada hak la mo tegur mak cik".
I was.... hurt.

This isnt about my position in that canteen that makes me want to boast or anything. 
This was about the profesionalism in work.
I just want the cooperation n satu hati. thats all. 

And now, YES
i felt guilty for raising my voice to everyone.
I was mad n I am sorry. Im sorry for making things worst.
I disrespect the elder.
Ya Allah... i never have an intention in raising my voice to them.
I felt so guilty. The discussion should be resolved amicably.
Then, the mak cik decided to resign for the second time.

and my mom cannot do anything and just accepting the resignation because i'd seen that my mom also had become disgusted with all the argument. So many blaming here and there.
I dont know, what was actualy my mom's feeling. whether satisfied or sad or anything...

After all the madness, I feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeelllttt so so so guilty because i shoulnt be angry.
rite?
i shoulnt, 
I seek for mak cik forgiveness before im going home.
but i dont know whether she accept my forgiveness or not.
I felt so sad right now.
Ya Allah.. pls forgive me...
Im burdening my parents to find another chef. 
I was stupid enough for responding like that.
I dont want to be like 'me on the past'.
hot tempered. I dont want it to come back.

Please, tell me, what should i do?








Matches; MAL vs ARS

Peace be upon u =)
In the name of Allah, The most Gracious, The most merciful.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!
Now I knw how ppl felt when they r watching football matches. @.@''
me:
1st goal - Ignore. because I know mybe there's still a hope :p

2nd goal - Close eyes, begin to sweat, shoulder begin to sag
3rd goal- clenched teeth, make a fist n hit something
4rd goal- Press 'close window' n go to sleep >.<


OK, honestly, this was the first time I am watching Footbal Match by streaming.
Also, for the second time I am sitting properly watching full of attention n supporting MAL team. 
(Yeah -__-'')
Of course ARSENAL would perform better in the game because of.. I dont knw, mybe because there are among the famous football team. There are far more good than our player.

How do you feel for the game tonight?
Disappointed maybe. Because I was hoping that MAL could at least hit one point, i mean one GOAL. 
However, ARS rule the game by scoring 4-0. HAihhhh... Congratulation for ARS team player! 

What do think about MAL team?
haih... They are a bit weak. Fall too many time, here and there. I see most of injured player are coming from MAL team. Still lack of stamina. (come on, kata harimau malaya..)  and always kick the ball up high in the sky. (eh, tiang gol kat langit ke?) 

The best part about MAL team is their spirit. I can see from the beginning of the game till the end, they are still fighting for it. Good job. i like the spirit. Unfortunately, I feel so disappointed at the supporters.
This is because, from what I observe, the supporters easily felt down n give up on the player. We shouldnt give up untill the end though ARS had score more than us. Supporters at the stadium should give their support till the end so that the player will be more more inspired to give their best on the game.
Take example from the match of badminton on 1992 if im not mistaken. Where the Thomas team player for MAL achieved glory on that year. My cousin said, one of the contributor is the supporters are singing the motivational song. I didnt remember the title of the song, But, indeed, the song is inspiring. =')


So, why not, we, supporter should also fight till the end by giving continous support for our team. (any team) Then, we will be prone to grab the triumph. insyaAllah.



Back to t ques, MAL team, pls work out, practice hard and make us proud okay.

What do u expect for the next match?
I hope they will be more improve and im seeking for the glory.

International team?
I dont know which team i should support, because im just starting to watch football since the MAL-INDON match on Suzuki cup. hahaha. =p I should watch FIFA , then i'll get to choose my team.

ps: I watch football but I didnt really know all the rules and the player. haha
=P (tgok je laaaa)


Pre-medicine UiTM Shah Alam

Peace be upon u =)
In the name of Allah, The most Gracious, The most merciful.

Its been a long time since i didnt updated anything useful in my blog. Previously I was attending the pre-medicine program at UiTM Shah Alam. Alhamdulillah, now the programme had finished and we’ve got only 2 months left before entering the University back.

Before that, maybe it is a bit weird that im starting to use fully english. It is not because im boasting to use english. Nope -____-. It is mainly because i’d find that my performance in using english begin to sag. So, the other way in order to improve my english rather than read and watch eng movies is by also brushing my writing skills.  (feel free to correct my english ok ;) )

Okay, where do i start? Should I tell u about t pre-medicine programme ?
 Herm... Maybe i should tell briefly about it.  

1. how pre-med was? 
Alhmdulilah.. pre-med prog runs smoothly. I've learn a lot of things there. We learn 3 subjects which is physiology, anatomy n biochem. All of them are interesting. When I was about to tell everybody about pre-med programme my heart starts to turn sorrow because of the fact that I will be leaving UiTM soon for USM .Yes, I’d accepted USM. Alhmdulillah and insyaAllah i’ll do my best. Pray for me and wish me luck.
Well, lets just left t story about USM behind. I will tell u about it maybe on t next post okay insyaAllah.. I was goin to say that, this was amongst the BEST experience that i hd been gone through esp the trip to hospital n primary care clinic. Alhmdulillah. Though there are a few weaknesses, but it still can be improve. =)

Conclusion : BEST

2. Is it hard?
Ermm... It will probably become hard if u take it easy ; didnt study. As the kind senior told us that we should at least spend our time on study about 3 hours excluded doing the SGS question (something like tutorial ques). So, depends on urself how you are going to spend ur 3 hrs with books =). As long as u feel comfortable, do it o nur on way okay ;)
Besides, there will be a lot of lecturers n docs that are kind to answer all of ur questions. Also, the PTAR that also will help u a lot in finding an information. (books)

3. The trip to Hospital. Mind share?
Okay, for the trip to the Hospital, u’ll be going to the Hospital based on ur timetable. Basically, 2 groups will be combined and the transportation will be provided by UiTM itself. (UiTM’s buses). U’ll be ask to wait at the bus stop early in the morning. Prepared early so that you wouldnt left behind by t bus. Teehe!

The stuff that u should bring is the LAB COAT. (important asset ; at least can brag being a doc for one day is enough :p)
Other than lab coat, it is on ur on responsibility to bring what u need. (think ppl think!)

Once arrive, ull be separated into 2 groups and each group will be going to follow the one of the  doc assigned for ur group and have a briefing. Shortly, The doctor will bring u round the ward and depends on which department the doc is incharge. =) (orthopedic is cool)

Im not going to tell everything, face it urself and dont make the visit useless, ask question if u r perplexed about anything okay. Make it fun and dont be afraid. The doc didnt eat you. >.<

4. How about exam?
Hurm... Exam should be easy if u study 3 hrs per day. ;p. Hehe. Ok ok,There will be 2 exam on this prog. 1st, OSPE and 2nd MCQ an SAQ.
In the OSPE exam, ull only be ask mainly on the practical part ; anatomy and Lab session.
The Lab staff will be given u a guide before exam. So, no worries. =)
MCQ- Multiple choice question.
SAQ- Short Answer Question.
MCQ- objective question that u should answer it correctly if u dont want to miss one mark by getting it wrong ;p. Sounds tough. insyaAllah if u prepared, it should be easy.
SAQ- Just same as u are answering Foundation’s exam on biology essay.

5. From the programme, what do found/ learn?
I found valuable knowledge
Precious experience
A lot of friend  n value of friendship =’)
The right intention being a doc.

Group 1 yg spastik kata Iman
spastik2 pon still t best =)

Lecture sessions with Dr. Harbindar Jeet sigh. =D

Anat lab session


A month seems like a short duration
we’d build a strong relationship n gain a lot of knowledge within that duration
should we thank Allah for the great moment within that duration
Write bad memories on the sand, so that the wind could fade it,
N carve a good memories on the stone so that it will remain there =)
Alhmdullillah.. till we meet again my dear friends. Gud Luck and All the best! Chaiyo2!

Something

Something that u just can only see
think,
compare,
understand,

Then, u begin to feel soooo small.
until u feel like u hv been stepped.

u cry until there's no more tears

Things that only Allah could understand
Seek peace from Him
n guidance.

Ppl won't listen,
To heavy to be share.

because it's too complicated.

What's left at the end is...
Pray
Pray
never stop pray and felt fortunate for it to be happen. #grateful

"everything happen for a reason"

The Oath of a muslim doctor

I swear by God, the great, to regard God in carrying out my profession. 
To protect human life in all stages and under all circumstances, doing my utmost to rescue it from death, malady, pain and anxiety. 
To keep peoples dignity, cover their privacies, and lock up their secrets. to be all the way, the instrument of God's mercy, extending my medical care to near and far, virtuous and sinner, friend and enemy. 
To strive in the pursuit of knowledge and harness it for the benefit, but not the harm, of mankind. 
To revere my teacher, teach my junior, and be brother to members of medical profession. to join in piety and charity. 
To live my faith in private and in public, avoiding whateever blemishes me in the eye of god, his apostle and my fellow faithful. 
and may God be witness to this oath
: first international conference on islamic medicine kuwait jan 1981

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