Can I be both?

Peace be upon you reader :)

I started my small home bussines again yesterday
I've been thinking to sell cinnamon roll since long ago
but i'm hesitate to do it initially because i thought
no one gonna buy it since not everyone are fond of cinnamon
Little that I know actually a lot of people in my hometown
love to eat the cinnamon roll.. lol
and first day of opening the order, a lot of people requested for it
MasyaAllah, i never expect it to be this so called 'hot selling item' :)
Praise belong to him :)

Back to the story of my home bussines
Since I graduated and not working
i've been trying to start small home bakery
baking some cakes, biscuits, brownies
and most of my customer ordered this through my mom
I made for wedding's door gift, for friend's birthday
made for a friend and some other events like chinese new year celebration and Eid.

I really really really love baking
I like to try new stuff, watching videos of it, googling some interesting recipes,
and I love to feed my families and friends from what I bake
It's normal to have negative feedback sometime
but that is how I learned to improve my baking skill :)
Btw, i never took any baking class before
I learned all from youtubes and reading through the internet
because i can't afford it since im still not working
I really love to but when I surveyed the tuition fees
I need at least rm300 and above to pay for the class
I have no money to pay for it, so the easiest way is to use what I have and learned from it
Im not that expert in this compare to other baker i see from ig and fb
but I never feel that I less than any of them
instead i always inspired by their products
and feel like to follow their steps too
slowly, but surely :)

You know, since graduating from medical school
i feel like doing both
be a doctor and a baker at the same time
how I wish I can be both
Like i've always dream to have my own bakery shop
where you can enjoy reading books, chilling
and having a cup of hot coffee with a sweet desert
and enjoy some leisure time with your favourite person.
Don't laugh but I also wanted to pursue
culinary arts in overseas one day in the near future
like taking a break for awhile from my job
and take short courses in culinary :)
Aaaaaaaaa... so much dream to fullfill...

However, I love my career as a doctor too
I wanted to pursue in obstetric and gynaecology and
planned to open my own specialist clinic in my hometown
for all pregnant mothers and teenagers
am i being too greedy?
I wanted to do both...
can I?
Dream will always be a dream
some things can't co-exist together
you need to choose which one is your priority
I can still bake while im not working *sigh*
but I can't open my own bakery as...
my first priority is to save a life.

I guess i can be both in heaven
If i am worth for jannah *insert sad emojis*

Anyhow, prayer from anyone of you reading this
very much welcome :)
I really need it, may I be a good doctor insyaAllah and be able to achieve my dream. Amiinn.

-Dr 1st, baker 2nd-

                                           I presented to you some of my lil babies :)


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